I’m happy with you.

Kiss me slowly, look into my eyes
Stroke your hand along my arm,
Down to my side, and embrace me forever
Within your arms.

Tenderly lay me beside you
Whisper you love me
And take me away.

Your hand through my hair,
Softly stroking my neck,
I’m helplessly yours
And you’re hopelessly mine

Your eyes show me the happiness
Your smile shows me your love
Face to face, we are so close
And all I want to do is hold you and kiss you
I think I adore you.

Your soft lips are caressing my face
Little kisses all over,
Make me feel so blessed
My smile cannot be wiped off by pettiness

Just like silly little children
We say nothing and smile blankly at one another
Conveying so much,
The feeling is ecstasy
I cannot belive the effect you have on me.

She won't Cry

You see the pain that lies in her eyes,
But, alas, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her gaze,
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes,
The smile she wears is but a disguise,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the hope that is finally dead,
She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the love that lies within,
But she shall never love again,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes,
No one saw her die inside,
They won't cry.
No, they won't cry.

...of the Inanimate

Your lips are the wet of my blood. Without them I bleed dust
Your voice, the rhythm of my heart. Without it my ventricles lay in silence
Your touch, the nerves of my fingertips. Without it I cannot feel
Your embrace, the light at my center. Without it I see only blackness
Come back to me soon and breathe life into this corpse for without you
there is nothing







alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone (sorry for the keyword spamming)

Behind the loss...

i remember the rain
drenching from the blinds
dripping wordlessly from outside
making loud sound of silence.....

i remember the road of struggle
and the thorns embracing our feet
saying songs of vengeance...same tune...nothing changed...

i remember the armors, the hearts of no mercy
the hands of swords...the masks of enemies...

i remember the weeping wives from their soldier’s men
leaving home for wars...leaving families for peace...

i remember the cloudy skies
where everyone waits the rain
wash their bloody faces and soul...quenches their spirits wounded thirst...

i remember the roofs where stars seen above
where moon shines dimly shy
to hungry sleepless creatures below..

i remember a story that has a beginning...has an end
it has traces and marks
of unwanted truths of faith

the legend sometimes destroyed
from the hands of creator
but will they sleep for decades?
century?
or millennium?

Can't Get Overr You

i can’t believe that i am here

that i walked this far
i used to live right next to you
but now, i really miss your morning greeting
i miss you brighten up all my day
listen, thinking of you is easy for me
but the fact is, i miss you so bad
every night i cried for you in silence
and that’s hurting me so much
i feel so empty
feel so wrong
i don’t know how to breath,
when you are my source of life
i lost the place that i can lay my head
i can’t get over you
can’t get over you…
do you know how to fix a broken heart ?

All Alone

i go to everywhere i want
i do what i love to do
no one can stop me
cos no one belongs to me
and i don’t belongs to anyone
sun’s down
and stars’ up
i sit all alone
feel all alone
tears runs out
and i can’t bear this anymore
i am too weak to stand alone
i am too sore to sweep away my pain
i am alone
and need someone to carry out my suffering
and bring in happiness to my life

I miss U...

for my source of happy, my source of energy, my source of my world. (you means a lot)
i walk down the crowded street,
nobody notice me.
but yeah, i like that anyway.
coz I’ve been thinking of you.
years and years has past away,
but you still alive in my every way.
i remember when i was sitting alone,
waiting for you to came out from your room.
that was boring, but i would do anything just to see you in a distance.
i remember when you made me cry,
you didn’t know, and i didn’t want you to know it.
i remember when i realize how much i love you.
and it was too much i think, too much.
i remember when i scream i hated you,
but deep down inside i still loving you.
if only things going so right that time,
this world would be ours.
if only i could write my own story, and it’s just for me and you.
i think we could make a great history.
i won’t say you’re nothing,
you’re every wish, you’re every dream, you’re every hope, you’re everything.
times and times you hurt me,
once again, you didn’t know it. and i didn’t want you to know it.
once i see you smiling, i can feel my wound ease off.
and i still remember how my body trembled,
when i said “i love you…”
and i remember you lost your words to answer my sentences.
and i was just stay like a statue.
i think i was wrong.
but no, i wasn’t wrong. because it’s meant a lot to me.
i was free, and i am free.
i let you flew, and i let myself flew too.
and now, i close my eyes.
and i remember you in every inches you are.
every silhouette, and every move.
this crowd make me feel so damn silent and so damn empty,
i don’t know why.
and i realize, I’ve missed you so much.
where are you?
because i miss you re energize me…

Bcoz We R Best Friend

i don’t know you till i met you

i don’t know we could be so best friend
we laughed
we cried
and we cheat together
remember when we used to fool around together?
that’s my favorite
laughing until we cry
and i still want to be your shoulder to cry on
when love disappointed you
when you feel down and thought you’re so hopeless
i still want to hear your story until dawn
still want to see you with your pajamas
and your hair look so messy
maybe space would separate us
maybe time would ticking so fast
but our heart is bounding together
no one can break us
because we have one heart
and one mind
that will unite us
even when planets collide
even when ocean is spatter
i will always keep you in my heart
because we are bestfriend

Here We Are...

here we are
at the same cafe
at the same corner
and at the same time
talk about nothing
gossiping
and dreaming
you told me that one day
we’re gonna build our own cafe
with our high school photograph hanging on the wall
then you told me you wanna own hotel
with a great design interior inside
you said you want three children with a great husband
then you want to go to Maldives, have your sweet honey moon
dreaming about you become doctor, an awesome doctor
and i imagine how i become a director
having my own production house
and when weekend night coming
and i have no time to go out from my office
you’ll just come by and bring me our favorite sushi
oh that’s our dreams
i think we’re gonna make a great history
a big story
and legendary
we make a perfect team
chasing down our dream
we should get it
because we are one
and here we are
at the same cafe
at the same corner
at the same time
seeing our children playing
talk about nothing
gossiping
and dreaming