i'm afraid that u gonna leave me :'(

hey guys (: sorry im not really in mood..idk y??im afraid that im gonna lose my elder sister..im afraid that she's gonna left me :'( idk wht have in my mind..but this wht i feel ryte now..I'm sorry sis if it sound disappointing..but yea this is my heart feel rite now??if its true wht i feel..or it just my feeling..:( OMG what i feel rite now..i love my big sister soo muchh n i cnt leave without her..she's my world,my life,my everythings..if i have a boyfriend though she still be my everything..i wonder how's my life if i dnt have her??i wonder who's gonna cheer me up if i cry?? :'(..i wonder who's gonna be by my side if i dnt have her??since she came to my life everythings change :) n if she gonna leave me..my life will change again :(  i'm afraid to be alone :'( I need u in whatever i do :) ♥♥♥