I'm Not StronG EnOugh!!!

Heyyy Peeps (: hmmm so lets start this..lots of pple having a happy life with their family..but not me..im having a worse family everrr!!sometimes i feel like wnt to get out frm this mess..but i cnt!!i wish i had someone tht can understand me...not all who really feel wht i feel..who really understand whts my situation is..except my big sister :) and thx God bcz i have her by my side whether happiness or sadness :) she always make me feel strong enough to fight for this life!!But seriously its hard!!i never feel like this when my dad still alive..hmmm i wish my dad was still alive :'(.."papa i really miss u"i just dunno wht had happend to my family since my daddy past away like almost 3 years :(..n i have to take care my lil bro n lil sis...its not easy like wht other ppl see..try to sit at my position n tell me how do u feel??and how does it hurt when somebody mistake and we the one who be blamed on???but wht can i do.ive been crying for this!!!but no one  seems to understand me!!HMMMM .STRONG OR NOT I HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE!!!